
So it's taken me much longer than I expected to wrap up all of our Christmas posts, but better late than never I guess. I really want to have it all documented for our family so please bear with me for one more; I promise it is the last!
Christmas day we drove through the "blizzard" {that's a few inches in these parts in case any yankees are reading} to Gran and Pop's house. We got to celebrate with them through Monday and were once again all spoiled with way too many gifts, ate like gluttons, and enjoyed lazy days in front of the fire.
Miller checking out his stocking. We were all out of clean Christmas jammies by this point.
Cozied up in his cute new chair. We decided to take the legs off for now so that it's easier for him to get in and out of. It looks so cute in his playroom! Unfortunately Oreo has also taken a liking to it...
Brad and Lauren got him this fun drum set full of other noise-making-instruments. They neglected to get Bryant and I any Advil though... It really is cute and Miller loves it. I can't ask for more than that.
And of ALL the presents Miller received, his favorite was {cue the drum roll - literally}.....
spoons and forks!!! He carried these with him everywhere and played with them the entire time we were there. Mom is probably still finding them tucked in places.
Well, that about wraps up our holidays! It is always so sad to me when Christmas is over. I put away all of our indoor decorations on Sunday {with a few Lifetime movies to help the time pass by- thanks, Blair!!} and our house feels so empty now. All I have to do is step in the playroom to see the remnants of the holiday and feel a bit overwhelmed. Can I just be honest for a minute? Part of me feels like I'll have to give away half of Miller's toys before his next birthday. How do you parents do it? Where do you put all of this stuff? Really, it makes me a little sick to think of how completely blessed we are. We have such an overflowing abundance while some are just struggling to eat. I also wrestle with fears that we are spoiling Miller and creating a monster. Is this really what we want him to learn about Christmas? I don't know how to balance it all and I'm sorry to be such a Debbie Downer, but my soul is uneasy. I feel as though the Holy Spirit is working in me, but I'm just not sure of what the Lord wants me to actually do about it. Will I really not give my child a gift for Christmas? Would I ask others that love him so to not give him anything if they desire? Of course not. I don't think I can go that far. But I can feel the Lord asking me, "Will you ignore this conviction I've given you?" Of course not. I know I can't go that far.
So, blog reading friends, would you pray for me? Pray that I will understand God's will and what he is trying to say to me. Most importantly, pray that I will have the strength to do whatever it is he asks, no matter how difficult or against the "norm" it may be. After all, He sent His son to this earth to die for you and for me. You can't get much more out of the "norm" than that.